Hold On Let Go

I am in a hold on let go pattern this morning. After a few weeks of feeling ok with the world, I awoke to that old feeling of hold on let go. I want to hold on to the past but know that I need to let go. I wonder if I have to let go entirely?  I miss the old life. I am still adjusting to the new life. There are still parts I want to hold on.

I cannot get caught up in this type of thinking today. Weekends are always more challenging. I will visit a son and head off to see a grandson play football.