Trying

Weekends are definitely a challenge. I wonder if I should get a weekend job? Despite every coping tool I know, I seem to fall into a depression when the weekend comes around. Today is Bill's birthday and we went to Longwood Gardens where we walked miles stopped for lunch then drove all through the Kennett Square area through Newtown Square, Radnor over to the Main Line then to Conshohocken and stopped for dessert and a drink before we came home. The entire day I felt as if I fought off a black cloud. A very low hanging black cloud which felt as if it followed me around. I really do not know what to do except feel my feelings and pray it passes with time.