I wish I felt more enthusiastic about starting this day. I don't. Despite how low I feel I am dressed and ready for work. I felt really down yesterday and to top it off I encountered a lot of internet bashing. Generally, I ignore such nonsense. It bothered me last night. As predicted, some people are being eliminated from my life. If you cannot support me do not pull me into your drama. I am taking several steps back. I am going to protect my own feelings.